I'll be the first to admit that I'm not the perfect person. I've always said that perfection is unattainable and it is yet I still strive for it.
The last few weeks have been a bit stressful, upsetting, and full of anxiety. I made mistakes that I wish I hadn't made. I hurt people that I wish I had never hurt because I had the up most respect and adoration for them. But, I was foolish and in my wake of being emotional, overthinking, and being anxious I embellished something very serious and made it bigger than it was. Looking back, I am ashamed of my actions towards these people because they didn't deserve it. I have things I need to work and I was reminded of that after it happened. I ended up losing respect and trust from those I trusted because of my embellishing. It's something that I'm working on in therapy and in my own personal life.
I'm not perfect and I don't claim to be. When I make a mistake, I own up to it because it was my fault and I take responsibility for hurting those I care about. I'm trying to be a better person, it's going to take effort and it's a learning process for myself mentally and emotionally. I'm a very honest person and when I screw up, I take responsibility for my actions. On Monday, I had a two hour therapy session and embellishing was the main topic and I am working every day to get rid of that habit. It is a problem and it has hurt people that I cared about.
I'm trying to be better. I'm trying to learn how I can be a better person and productive member of society and in the MH community. To those I've hurt in the past week or two, I regret it and I wish I could turn back time but I can't. I can apologize until I'm blue in the face but it's not up to me. Just know, that I am very sorry and truly regret my actions. I'm trying to work on my issues and become better. I will continued my advocacy as I try to work on my issues and become a more productive member of society and that someone can trust.
I'm human, I make mistakes, I screw up and I own up to it. I regret hurting anyone that I've hurt in the last two weeks, it's not what I wanted but it happened and I'm paying the price for it. I don't expect forgiveness because I don't deserve it. I know this is only a blog post and I've apologized for my actions to those involved but I needed to share this. I fucked up and I know it. I'm trying to make amends and take responsibility for what transpired because it is my fault. I've realized that I'm far from being fully recovered and this is one set back but I know it will help be a stronger person in the end.
The last few weeks have been a bit stressful, upsetting, and full of anxiety. I made mistakes that I wish I hadn't made. I hurt people that I wish I had never hurt because I had the up most respect and adoration for them. But, I was foolish and in my wake of being emotional, overthinking, and being anxious I embellished something very serious and made it bigger than it was. Looking back, I am ashamed of my actions towards these people because they didn't deserve it. I have things I need to work and I was reminded of that after it happened. I ended up losing respect and trust from those I trusted because of my embellishing. It's something that I'm working on in therapy and in my own personal life.
I'm not perfect and I don't claim to be. When I make a mistake, I own up to it because it was my fault and I take responsibility for hurting those I care about. I'm trying to be a better person, it's going to take effort and it's a learning process for myself mentally and emotionally. I'm a very honest person and when I screw up, I take responsibility for my actions. On Monday, I had a two hour therapy session and embellishing was the main topic and I am working every day to get rid of that habit. It is a problem and it has hurt people that I cared about.
I'm trying to be better. I'm trying to learn how I can be a better person and productive member of society and in the MH community. To those I've hurt in the past week or two, I regret it and I wish I could turn back time but I can't. I can apologize until I'm blue in the face but it's not up to me. Just know, that I am very sorry and truly regret my actions. I'm trying to work on my issues and become better. I will continued my advocacy as I try to work on my issues and become a more productive member of society and that someone can trust.
I'm human, I make mistakes, I screw up and I own up to it. I regret hurting anyone that I've hurt in the last two weeks, it's not what I wanted but it happened and I'm paying the price for it. I don't expect forgiveness because I don't deserve it. I know this is only a blog post and I've apologized for my actions to those involved but I needed to share this. I fucked up and I know it. I'm trying to make amends and take responsibility for what transpired because it is my fault. I've realized that I'm far from being fully recovered and this is one set back but I know it will help be a stronger person in the end.